July 7

TORN Right now I am torn between two things. A gig that my production made and a leadership seminar for church. I feel bad that the church people always announce late. It gets discouraging. Especially for other members who already feel excluded and unwanted. So many hypocrites in the Church. I could be counted as one of them. Living lives of practical atheism - Worship God in Church, live as if God does not exist outside church. It’s sad and I’m part of it. I can feel myself going down. Where else do we find sinners, drunkards, addicts, rapists, thieves, liars and hypocrites than in Church?

TORN

Right now I am torn between two things. A gig that my production made and a leadership seminar for church. I feel bad that the church people always announce late. It gets discouraging. Especially for other members who already feel excluded and unwanted. So many hypocrites in the Church. I could be counted as one of them. Living lives of practical atheism - Worship God in Church, live as if God does not exist outside church. It’s sad and I’m part of it. I can feel myself going down. Where else do we find sinners, drunkards, addicts, rapists, thieves, liars and hypocrites than in Church?